the mother of all vices
Tuesday to midnight ...
I wake up in fear, thinking
even to them.
She, my ex. It
the sentence. It
, idleness it generates.
She, the guilt comes with it. It
, fear of idleness.
it, I try not to elevate to a phobia.
I tried many times in my life, but I'm not used to being bored, feeling like nothing to fear and loneliness. Before the trouble, my moments of wandering remained creative ...
"I envy people so busy
Me too i want a reason to be pressed
But I feel that the arrival
Life is a mirage sunny"
( Never Faker, 2004)
At that time, even when I did not know where I went, I was doing something else, I had music and words in the soul.
These days, my best moments of solitude are offered to me by facebook and other blogs. I hope that my constant favorites pushers give me something, from a funny video to tickets more substantial. I consult morning afternoon-evening, according to my free time, until they go off one after the other, until they returned the next day.
I specify "according to my free time," to reduce the degree of guilt and I keep hoping I have a lot of fun doing stuff with others, to see friends, work. .. it's the solitude I fear!
I wonder when idleness is the mother of all evil?
I would stop criticizing my loopholes, let me right at this time unclear, to silence the voice that not only tells me to "do something", but in addition, I lectured constantly on the property validity of what I'm doing.
The rationale ... Zmmm! Feeling something, is not it enough already?
I hope that in retrospect, I realize that the little things I do as the days have helped me get through this difficult time for me to dive in an exciting new episode (and the cheesy watches ben's coming) of the great book of life!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Does Mucus Come Out Before I Get My Period?
Starrduck, History of a rapper Like No Other Doc
Doc Starrduck, the famous rapper Red has haunted French rap in the last 10 years is finally back, it raccompte history.
It is named for Doc Starrduck in reference to newspaper political, polemical and satirical
He is looking for a style and created several rap group with his friend Alex and her cousin Laura
After "The 6 Cons" in 1998, Crer 7JA in 1999 with the Grand Master B, G Area, Annia and XIAP.
In 2000 he founded the New People this time with a mini studio amateur he installed in his room, this group will make a lot of attention in the neighborhood with securities known as "Starr's me", "I Love You "and" Long live the Sector S
Summer 2000, he did a concert for the Association Leisure Sarcignan with former Miss Villenave d'Ornon and the presence of the mayor.
September 2000, he continued his studies at school Morcenx profesional, his song "My Truth" will be posted on the doors of the school with the assistance of the management of the institution.
In 2001, her song "Dark Eclair is distributed over 200 000 copies in all the kiosks in France with the computer magazines Freelog and PC SOFTWARE
It will also be a duet with the famous journalist of the" REAL NEWSPAPER "CANAL +" Karl zero "in person.
His songs will be distributed through the network GNUArt worldwide.
5em It will be the singer in the world to put his music under a free license and will be the first rapper to make music free.
Doc Starrduck is to date the greatest rapper in the underground never to be published in the specialized press PAR.
In 2002, he signed a temporary contract of 2 years in apprenticeship as a house painter with the companions of the duties
In 2003, he go live with his girlfriend Caroline, and became father of a little girl called "Daina" May 14, 2003.
Following a petition against censorship, it will eventually make the A site Rap Bordeaux and will be called "losers of the Month"
In 2004 he made a rap concert with XIAP in front of more than 200 people at the Espace D'Ornon . Later he recorded
Album "Raffarin XVI" with rapper Revolutionary all France.
Her song "No to Capitalism" will air on RADIO RED and CANAL + in the 2007 presidential support in a Olivier Besancenot.
In 2008, he will be invited by VICHAGA and record in a real studio profesional.
In 2010 he was recognized by dogmazic "Revolutionary Rapper" and sign for the label "Boxson" His
CLIP recorded with her father Dadrap "Lying King" will be seen by over 50,000 vistors on Youtube
Doc Starrduck created the forum "Revolutionary Rap" which has over 500 members
Come listen and download his new album is the story of a rapper like no other, called Doc Starrduck
http://www.dogmazic.net/static.php?op=musiqueIndex.php&album=22706+-+Doc+Starrduck
Doc Starrduck, the famous rapper Red has haunted French rap in the last 10 years is finally back, it raccompte history.
It is named for Doc Starrduck in reference to newspaper political, polemical and satirical
He is looking for a style and created several rap group with his friend Alex and her cousin Laura
After "The 6 Cons" in 1998, Crer 7JA in 1999 with the Grand Master B, G Area, Annia and XIAP.
In 2000 he founded the New People this time with a mini studio amateur he installed in his room, this group will make a lot of attention in the neighborhood with securities known as "Starr's me", "I Love You "and" Long live the Sector S
Summer 2000, he did a concert for the Association Leisure Sarcignan with former Miss Villenave d'Ornon and the presence of the mayor.
September 2000, he continued his studies at school Morcenx profesional, his song "My Truth" will be posted on the doors of the school with the assistance of the management of the institution.
In 2001, her song "Dark Eclair is distributed over 200 000 copies in all the kiosks in France with the computer magazines Freelog and PC SOFTWARE
It will also be a duet with the famous journalist of the" REAL NEWSPAPER "CANAL +" Karl zero "in person.
His songs will be distributed through the network GNUArt worldwide.
5em It will be the singer in the world to put his music under a free license and will be the first rapper to make music free.
Doc Starrduck is to date the greatest rapper in the underground never to be published in the specialized press PAR.
In 2002, he signed a temporary contract of 2 years in apprenticeship as a house painter with the companions of the duties
In 2003, he go live with his girlfriend Caroline, and became father of a little girl called "Daina" May 14, 2003.
Following a petition against censorship, it will eventually make the A site Rap Bordeaux and will be called "losers of the Month"
In 2004 he made a rap concert with XIAP in front of more than 200 people at the Espace D'Ornon . Later he recorded
Album "Raffarin XVI" with rapper Revolutionary all France.
Her song "No to Capitalism" will air on RADIO RED and CANAL + in the 2007 presidential support in a Olivier Besancenot.
In 2008, he will be invited by VICHAGA and record in a real studio profesional.
In 2010 he was recognized by dogmazic "Revolutionary Rapper" and sign for the label "Boxson" His
CLIP recorded with her father Dadrap "Lying King" will be seen by over 50,000 vistors on Youtube
Doc Starrduck created the forum "Revolutionary Rap" which has over 500 members
Come listen and download his new album is the story of a rapper like no other, called Doc Starrduck
http://www.dogmazic.net/static.php?op=musiqueIndex.php&album=22706+-+Doc+Starrduck
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Best Fta Receiver For Iks
nephrologist
Each family, as beautiful as it is, has its specific health problems. Ours is the kidneys. My great-grandfather and my grandfather had kidney problems, my dad has kidney problems, me, my future children and theirs will in all likelihood, kidney problems. A centuries-old tradition, a legacy, a legacy, a line of renal failure!
The problem is that during all these years we have ignored that we were the proud carriers of this genetic defect. We thought, according to times of common cancer, diabetes, took heart, lepers and others. Because in fact, none of us really died from his kidney problems ... my grandfather came close but ultimately, there was always something else to take us and steal the title to kidney failure.
However, science is never short of surprises and imagination has eradicated leprosy, asked pacemaker controlled diabetes and prolonged cancer so much that my father was untouched by all these misfortunes.
So without express during a routine check that he discovered an alarming rate of protein in the urine.
We sent him to the nephrologist-the-kidney specialist and he said something like this:
"The kidneys are two in number and are the body's filter. They send urine everything you do not need and you would have consumed too much potassium, sodium, vitamins and mixed waste.
These are vital organs, without them you'd be dead already.
They are also very powerful organ, you know, Sir, that many people have only one functioning kidney and will not notice because it never works to slap all the work.
A problem like yours is hereditary. You understand now that many symptoms of illness of your father which is attributed to his heart and his age are actually undiagnosed kidney problems. It's the same for your grandfather, your great-grandfather and his father before him.
In your case specifically, you're at 41% capacity ... we only consider or kidney transplant or dialysis before you fall below 20%.
Since we do not really know how to cure this problem, you eat a few randomly chosen pills in our drugstore. "My father
did this a few years but its ability kidney continued to fall. During another visit, his nephrologist told him about a recent discovery:
"It appears that salmon oil just stop the decline of renal capacity. So eat it in huge quantity, 12 capsules per day to be exact, until you do the burping salmon, salmon farts and your breath feels salmon. We'll see what it gives ... and buy gum. "
few months later, they found that much fun with disbelief the effectiveness of treatment: 33% of renal capacity, stable.
"Sir, I am very happy to announce that you may be dying of something else! "
This morning I went to the CLSC for blood and urine sample on the recommendation of my doctor. With my family history, it is better to take precautions. If necessary, she will send me to a nephrologist, "she said.
The pressure is strong. A family tradition more centuries old. And newly discovered, to boot. Should I commit, then give it historic importance it deserves and forget this whole nephrologist and die of a disease more conventional?
[The sad news is that I wrote this long ago and my father is currently on dialysis and awaiting a transplant. The good news is that not only that it improves quality of life but it keeps it alive!]
Each family, as beautiful as it is, has its specific health problems. Ours is the kidneys. My great-grandfather and my grandfather had kidney problems, my dad has kidney problems, me, my future children and theirs will in all likelihood, kidney problems. A centuries-old tradition, a legacy, a legacy, a line of renal failure!
The problem is that during all these years we have ignored that we were the proud carriers of this genetic defect. We thought, according to times of common cancer, diabetes, took heart, lepers and others. Because in fact, none of us really died from his kidney problems ... my grandfather came close but ultimately, there was always something else to take us and steal the title to kidney failure.
However, science is never short of surprises and imagination has eradicated leprosy, asked pacemaker controlled diabetes and prolonged cancer so much that my father was untouched by all these misfortunes.
So without express during a routine check that he discovered an alarming rate of protein in the urine.
We sent him to the nephrologist-the-kidney specialist and he said something like this:
"The kidneys are two in number and are the body's filter. They send urine everything you do not need and you would have consumed too much potassium, sodium, vitamins and mixed waste.
These are vital organs, without them you'd be dead already.
They are also very powerful organ, you know, Sir, that many people have only one functioning kidney and will not notice because it never works to slap all the work.
A problem like yours is hereditary. You understand now that many symptoms of illness of your father which is attributed to his heart and his age are actually undiagnosed kidney problems. It's the same for your grandfather, your great-grandfather and his father before him.
In your case specifically, you're at 41% capacity ... we only consider or kidney transplant or dialysis before you fall below 20%.
Since we do not really know how to cure this problem, you eat a few randomly chosen pills in our drugstore. "My father
did this a few years but its ability kidney continued to fall. During another visit, his nephrologist told him about a recent discovery:
"It appears that salmon oil just stop the decline of renal capacity. So eat it in huge quantity, 12 capsules per day to be exact, until you do the burping salmon, salmon farts and your breath feels salmon. We'll see what it gives ... and buy gum. "
few months later, they found that much fun with disbelief the effectiveness of treatment: 33% of renal capacity, stable.
"Sir, I am very happy to announce that you may be dying of something else! "
This morning I went to the CLSC for blood and urine sample on the recommendation of my doctor. With my family history, it is better to take precautions. If necessary, she will send me to a nephrologist, "she said.
The pressure is strong. A family tradition more centuries old. And newly discovered, to boot. Should I commit, then give it historic importance it deserves and forget this whole nephrologist and die of a disease more conventional?
[The sad news is that I wrote this long ago and my father is currently on dialysis and awaiting a transplant. The good news is that not only that it improves quality of life but it keeps it alive!]
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Have Blister My Mouth I M Pregnant
dear Matthew, it's my turn
From an old boyfriend to another, in response to your ticket .
I am one of those moments where I'd rather you make a good hug instead of writing ... because it is a chance to know you!
We are not yin and yang while the two, but it is clear that our friendship is nourished many of our differences.
man of many excesses, there is one in which you do not beat me: excess of temperance.
I chose the word carefully, temperance, virtue that moderates the passions and desires.
Temperance, battery between austerity and abuse. Both
I am proud, as I am ashamed, as I enjoy, but all I suffer ... the feelings I do not change the case, I'm moderate.
I'm rarely accused of "not" or "too" ... I was criticized rather "not enough".
Be temperate, is to be both good and bland, it often be brilliant without being dazzling and daring it without surrender.
I work hard to soften the frame. Because excess temperance off her virtuous side.
And that's when you intervene, with your spirit and your mind with your folly and your eccentricities, with your narcissism and your dedication to your passion and your sincere and contagious love of shit ...
It takes a great person and bring the complex to be tempered as I am to other poles.
You have seen everything and thanks to you, I am entitled to access to ecstasy as the forfeiture, to perfection as the error in the knowledge that you will not judge me, nor my lowland or in my great aspirations, that you push me if I want to go and if necessary even, you'd do a step further in any direction so I do not find myself alone.
Because of the trust and respect which I bear you, I'll follow your advice, the next time I fall in love with a woman, I will gift us with a vague promise but sincere eternal bliss!
For our anniversary date of friendship, I propose September 8. Why not? We should start the daycare!
Your friend and brother also
Francis PS: My friend Jennifer has its own way to describe it to my moderation, "Francis, you chill chill but you not quite." If you allow, I will also dedicate a portion of the ticket by the band, because it also plays this role of mentor for boldness. "
From an old boyfriend to another, in response to your ticket .
I am one of those moments where I'd rather you make a good hug instead of writing ... because it is a chance to know you!
We are not yin and yang while the two, but it is clear that our friendship is nourished many of our differences.
man of many excesses, there is one in which you do not beat me: excess of temperance.
I chose the word carefully, temperance, virtue that moderates the passions and desires.
Temperance, battery between austerity and abuse. Both
I am proud, as I am ashamed, as I enjoy, but all I suffer ... the feelings I do not change the case, I'm moderate.
I'm rarely accused of "not" or "too" ... I was criticized rather "not enough".
Be temperate, is to be both good and bland, it often be brilliant without being dazzling and daring it without surrender.
I work hard to soften the frame. Because excess temperance off her virtuous side.
And that's when you intervene, with your spirit and your mind with your folly and your eccentricities, with your narcissism and your dedication to your passion and your sincere and contagious love of shit ...
It takes a great person and bring the complex to be tempered as I am to other poles.
You have seen everything and thanks to you, I am entitled to access to ecstasy as the forfeiture, to perfection as the error in the knowledge that you will not judge me, nor my lowland or in my great aspirations, that you push me if I want to go and if necessary even, you'd do a step further in any direction so I do not find myself alone.
Because of the trust and respect which I bear you, I'll follow your advice, the next time I fall in love with a woman, I will gift us with a vague promise but sincere eternal bliss!
For our anniversary date of friendship, I propose September 8. Why not? We should start the daycare!
Your friend and brother also
Francis PS: My friend Jennifer has its own way to describe it to my moderation, "Francis, you chill chill but you not quite." If you allow, I will also dedicate a portion of the ticket by the band, because it also plays this role of mentor for boldness. "
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Muvies En Espanol Gratis.com
"punishment" in the ass (a very short essay about the heartache and the grieving process, popularized but not vulgar)
Y has good old Fred, who sings:
"heartbreak, death penalty
penalty of having his car srappé
A little trouble makes it hurt anyone
Until you know where c is t'la put ... "
(skids: Fred Fortin)
The heartache, I've lived, I saw her again, I read blogs, I thought, I wrote, I I chatted with friends, with relatives, on my balcony, on their own, at the restaurant, at parties, at the corner of a table in the corner of a fire and, after putting out all the theories, experiments and predictions, I come to these conclusions (a bit simplistic perhaps, but it's still better than nothing):
A real heartbreak is a sentence (like so) that lasts until it hard (hey ben) until, at a given time (after one year in general), we have done the trick.
Meanwhile, she works jointly with life completely in so far as to dilute it.
Only then can re-open the vault of memories with the seal of the old flame and finally see the relationship of a more lucid eye, with all that was grand and ugly, and say: "I do not really know how but I went through. "
Y has good old Fred, who sings:
"heartbreak, death penalty
penalty of having his car srappé
A little trouble makes it hurt anyone
Until you know where c is t'la put ... "
(skids: Fred Fortin)
The heartache, I've lived, I saw her again, I read blogs, I thought, I wrote, I I chatted with friends, with relatives, on my balcony, on their own, at the restaurant, at parties, at the corner of a table in the corner of a fire and, after putting out all the theories, experiments and predictions, I come to these conclusions (a bit simplistic perhaps, but it's still better than nothing):
A real heartbreak is a sentence (like so) that lasts until it hard (hey ben) until, at a given time (after one year in general), we have done the trick.
Meanwhile, she works jointly with life completely in so far as to dilute it.
Only then can re-open the vault of memories with the seal of the old flame and finally see the relationship of a more lucid eye, with all that was grand and ugly, and say: "I do not really know how but I went through. "
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