Sunday, November 14, 2010

What Do I Do With A Dry Blunt Wrap?

lurch?

My last post, "trampoline effect", was thinking about the fact that plummeting results perhaps a rebound equivalent implying that the fall period was over and was beginning the ascent ...

The next day my ex told me she returned to Montreal from his trip a year and a half which lasted six months. An e-mail, my lovely remission ... Pichenotte one at the base of a house of cards. Hope has returned, the penalty and also a million questions.

After a moment's hesitation, I forced her to tell me what I needed to kill the hope she has a new boyfriend. After a few months, a year max, she wondered if she wants to go live with him or invite him to France to live in Quebec ... she had difficulty accepting the key to my apartment at the time.

I saw myself plunge to go see if the barrel did not, on balance, a double bottom.

But now, 10 days have passed already and I find I'm not going to know less than before ... the small return penalty is largely compensated by CERTAINTY.

All alone with herself, my ex is a girl already blurred. So I spent months in limbo, partly through his own fault, partly through mine ... because she wanted to go back if front was a mirage ... because I hoped, despite the signs.

I decided to minimize the contact for a while ... my mourning takes a new turn ... not pleasant but necessary ... it starts for real and I feel like crossing a must.

My roommate, who likes to compare the pain of love to a prison sentence, told me this:
"By the time you've done before clarifying the situation ... single account from now, it counts twice ... and if you continue to behave yourself, you can probably be released in two-thirds of your sentence! "

[He does not read blogs and that sort of "trivialities" (smile) but THANK Bruno, for your humor and your presence, it is rendered to you in one way or another!]

J 'I feared the worst and I 'm leaving for a few more tears and feeling generally much better than uncertainty. Lurch? I think not ...

I still have so much to me, because being relaxed to two thirds of the sentence, it would be!

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